Goodbye Everybody

WHAT?! NO! (Yes, I am using Capital Letters because... NO!) No, no, no, no!

What in the world @Flanje?! Like, I'm in shock!

Actually yesterday when I saw a post (which has now disappeared) in @bearwithme's First & Last Game, by a New Bee with the screen name Phallannel_G I thought to myself: "Hmmm, could this be @Flanje? I wonder what he is concocting?!" -you know, since we had both been teasing Members all around the Community with the Regina Falange skit for days! So I was waiting for someone to post a sentence with a last word that I could use to ask if that might be you teasing us whilst planning some major extra thing. Furthermore, just in case it was not you, I even posted my usal "Welcome to the Community" message on Phallannel_G's Wall.

Come today, and I see the notification saying you had tagged me on this Thread and ended up in this unreal parallel universe of no, no, no, no!

I have met many amazing people here and even made friends, but you, my #SugaryHilariousEarthling, are/were always different. I have, since day one, felt this weird kindredship which goes beyond connection or affinity. And then you tell me this (below) which not only confirms and reinforces my feeling (and you know how much I enjoy being right 😅😊😅) but also -fundamentally- makes me go into a state of mourning for I will definitely miss you beyond the meaning of beyond.

I don't know why you are leaving and will not push you to tell me (🙏🙏🙏 tell me 😅) but I hope that the reason is something that you can work out and that your decision is solely on what's best for you. ...

#RealityCheck ➡️ I have no more gags, no more emojis, no more words and no more tears left to cry. I will leave this here for you -hoping you'll see it- because this is what I say -since I lost my grandfather in the early 90s- every single time I lose someone I love and for it expresses exactly what I feel when that happens... what I feel today:

I utterly have no words...

Hold up hold up! Somebody pass me a chair before I fall down. 😱

Ive been gone a few weeks and this happens. 🙃😟

Dear @Flanje @Phallannel_G

I didn’t get to know you very well but i was really looking forward to it.

You are British right? Well from one Brit to another I wanted to say please don't stay away to long we will miss your 💩 sweetie avatar.

If you decide not too come back, I wish you the best of luck in all that you do!!

Your could have been friend lulu13 🤗

@Flanje , @Phallannel_G , my wish is that the path that you've chosen will lead you back here one day.

Until the time we meet again I pray this world treats you as well as you have treated us.

Please remember there is a great need for you here my friend.

You are missed.

.... And @Flanje left. But then @Phallannel_G showed up for a brief moment. And then left... until @Bumper2019 made his grand entrance. And then I left, no notice this time. And showed back up for a brief moment. And then left... until I returned -same name, same silly old me- this time with husband @MAW1972 -poor guy has heard it all about you- but you are not here!

Some say you are gone for good, many wish you are... I just want you here, messing and fussing and wishing and hoping. And you know I write much better than this, but it is late and I'm quite bored playing the infinite Count UpCount Down games around here... and I am basically throwing a tantrum -as well as blowing you up with tags- so you return...

You can call yourself whatever you want for all I care. Just come back!